Aaj phir us aaine ke saamne aate hi main ghabraa jaati hu. Jee is tarah machalta hai ki mano pure badan ko kisi ne hazaaron bediyon mein jakad ek viraan registaan mein chhod diya ho or udti raeth ko kab tak sunau main apni kahani. Pahle jo meri honthon ki hasi ka samaan hua karta tha, aaj mere aansuo ka ek-ek katra uska naam leke mere aanchal mein girta hain.
Waqt ke saath jazbaaton ke badalne ki reet purani sahi lekin iski chubhan hamesha tazaa rehti hai or ye badhte nakhoon in puraane ghaawo ko kuredte, kharochte chale jaate hai.yehi dard mujhe meri galtiyon ko bhulne nahi deta.kya manga tha akheer usne mujhse bas mera saath,mujhe kis baat ka ghamnd tha!!! Kiu thi main itnni patthar dil jo samjh nahi paayi uski bhawnaao ko.jaane anjaane wo wade jo kiye the khel-khel mein ,wo ek khel hi rehta to accha tha, ab mera jeewan ek khel ban kar reh gaya hai, jisme maine sab kuch jeet te hue ek aisi cheez ko thukraya hai ki yeh jeet mujhe haar se bhi badhttar lagti hai.
Yehi sochti hui, bhari mann se, badhti hu main lene ek foolon ki mala uski tasveer ke liye jo tangi hai us deewar par jaha kabhi ek aaina hua karta tha…
Waqt ke saath jazbaaton ke badalne ki reet purani sahi lekin iski chubhan hamesha tazaa rehti hai or ye badhte nakhoon in puraane ghaawo ko kuredte, kharochte chale jaate hai.yehi dard mujhe meri galtiyon ko bhulne nahi deta.kya manga tha akheer usne mujhse bas mera saath,mujhe kis baat ka ghamnd tha!!! Kiu thi main itnni patthar dil jo samjh nahi paayi uski bhawnaao ko.jaane anjaane wo wade jo kiye the khel-khel mein ,wo ek khel hi rehta to accha tha, ab mera jeewan ek khel ban kar reh gaya hai, jisme maine sab kuch jeet te hue ek aisi cheez ko thukraya hai ki yeh jeet mujhe haar se bhi badhttar lagti hai.
Yehi sochti hui, bhari mann se, badhti hu main lene ek foolon ki mala uski tasveer ke liye jo tangi hai us deewar par jaha kabhi ek aaina hua karta tha…
